Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Here I sit.

Sitting here, in relative quiet thinking about my life.


The kids are cleaning (haha) their rooms, dinner is in the oven and Iron Man 2 is primed and ready to go... and I am here with my heart ripped out.

Papers will be signed tomorrow and off to the courthouse after that. I know I have made the right decisions, but its still a pretty big ouch.

Monday, September 27, 2010

Day off?

The term "day off" is a joke. A fraud. A total tease. A "day off" for a mom? Are you kidding me?!

Got some unexpected news yesterday and now am trying to process it. What to do, how to do it. Have gone from the shock- to the mad. Currently in the PROTECT phase of the process. I hate feeling like I need to do something, in a legal sense, but would feel worse if "the worst" were to happen.

Those monkees of mine are my first priority, every thing else is nothing.